Hello,

I am here with only questions, very few answers.

Like most people, I grew up with expectations of how my life would be. When you’re little, you look at your parents and your family and see the future. It seems so easy.

Then we start watching movies and TV and gain more expectations. The thing is, no one tells us that those beautiful stories are the extraordinary exception to life. Things don’t happen like that.

I’ve always wanted the best friend like the one in the movies. I want to have a person that is a partner in crime and understands me.

As for boys…little to speak of there. But I find boys very interesting. They seem to have the odd ability to find any quality attractive in a girl. They want us desperately but push us away just as fast. Neither side knows what to do. That’s the funny thing. People keep getting together. People get married every day. Boys tell girls that they love them all the time. The best boys allow themselves to be kicked around by undeserving girls. How do these things happen? Why do they happen? It doesn’t seem to make much sense does it.

My great love has been music. Until somewhat recently I believed that as long as that was true, there wasn’t room for anyone else. But no need to worry about that.

So here we are. My view of reality is through fiction and other stories.

We only live in our own heads and we only see through our own eyes.

I’d really like to know what you think about what I see…